It’s Been So Long… But I Need an Outlet Right Now

Hello blog! It’s been far too long since I’ve been on this website. But even after all this time I could not remove this site; I have still paid for the hosting and domain all this time. I guess it feels nice to have my own personal space on the internet where I can rant, rave and share special moments. I have not thought about posting here for a while; although I have experienced a few ups and downs since my last post, I’ve (somehow) managed to get through them. Yay me! *pats self on back* I have had some … Read more…

Day 2 of 365 Days of Self Care: Happy Hamster Hugs!

Today is the day when I usually clean my adorable pet hamster out. He’s a long-haired ginger Syrian Hamster called… Ginger! Hamsters generally have a life span of about two years, but this little guy is near enough two and a half – and he’s still as energetic as he always was! So once I’d finished cleaning him out, I gave him an extra special cuddle, because he is such a fun little guy, and always full of beans. No matter how sad or stressed I am, he never fails to put a smile on my face. But pets are … Read more…

Day 1 of 365 Days of Self Care

Well, as this is the first day, I’m keeping it plain and simple. I had a long day at work, so treat myself to my favourite snacks, games and a film! I had quite a bit of motivation tonight, and started studying for my university modules I start in October. So now I can go to sleep happy and tired after a productive day! Day one of Self Care is done!

Setbacks In My Recovery

Things have been hard recently. I feel like I’m really struggling to find a reason to be happy.  After losing the man I loved most in this world. He is suffering with depression himself, but rather than talking to me about the relationship, would rather just end it in a message. I know how hard it is with depression, but I understand and just want to tell him that everything would be okay. Now that I have lost him, my dad is at work when I get home from my work, and my lives abroad. I’m crying out for a … Read more…